I saw with the heart

To the start of a bad memory
The break up
To a temporary pause,
Swallowing a goodbye and a huge lump in my throat

Heavy breath released slow and a deep sigh to seal emotions.
To a new chance to look with a fresh perspective.
Laughters we shared and kind eyes we looked at each other with.
This is my temporary goodbye,
Of mental pictures of us laughing and walking by with joyful faces.
I sigh and try to think of something else, but
I remember again the happy faces with smiles that stretch the corners of the eyes.
The brief glances, the stolen looks, the turning of head to take one last mental picture of an expressed love from one to his lover.